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Ode

 

 

Go dream berivered countrysides
idyll in hayfields lovers know
the charm of analytics indoor thoughts
unnatured persons’ spirits concentrate
the room’s reversion of the limitless
life thickening in walls we grace
with dignity of artificial light

 

Journal d’un poëte
tête-à-tête
inscribed on intervening surface
each line lies short of traversal
conceit
content unfulfillment endangers
the source of sublimation
dispiritment
failed figures drain the memory
art conjures life replenish
sortie
passing bodies pluralize the senses
disarticulate
the leap of faith
poesis
from the daylight source of language
draws memory’s thread in nightlong knots

 

White noise
  Let me describe the page
it is flat and white
on it stand printed letters
the words hard to discern
something about description
whiteness rather
obscurity

 

The infinite

See infinity in the eyes of another
hiding nothing from nothing
but obscurely work toward simplicity
learning through unreason
the less and less
no other desire
but the page be all
its absent center visible not legible

in dull imagination weighted with its secret
the key turns thickly
sticks

yet cycles rebegin and memory
the old rejuvenates
so constant a sign
makes nothing of absence
the nightgray reddens
with leaves and song
in double incandescence
a flower in the hand
ascends

 

Pilgrimage
i
The sight unspoken sounds within
an unheard air smelling of secrets
and unfilled childhood absences
as at the last unveiling of
the limits of abstraction
while breathless martyrs at the wall
await the fertilizing wind
our spectral traces interweave
on stones faced by eternity
ii

Such instant wisdom as confers
a wafer’s dissolution
fails to conceive the infinite
in eyeless interdiction
could sunlit air and time effect
a salutary junction
or blood-brain barrier define
an absence of relation
still our discrepancies repose
in the world’s ruined omphalos

A wordless negative conveys
two figures to the eye’s misprision
as limning in a missing third
deferred by their desire’s unvision
all of a moment there is skin and stone
analogies indifferent to their depths
Tantalus’ garden beckoned with such fruit

iii
The pen by counterpoint suggests itself
dissolved within its dark transfusions
black serpents twisting Edenward encoil
us in their rapturous inductions
the narrative’s insuring I
timedrawn projection of sheer self
in modesty’s dark circle caught
sensing too late the inward flow
expires

eddies of form on form
wash at the margin
we inexpressible
visit unpunished
the center

 

Orphanage
 

Corpse on a stone table
chilled to latency
prime object of my
dread curiosity

Cadaver at the altar
bride of entropy
my last kiss bestow
anew virginity

 

Those who daily race
with faceless doubles prefer
a landscape to a mirror
Those who know trees not forests
hold city light a sunburst
whose common effect ignores
the repulsion of its components

The landscape is a lie
the city light a vision
in an Acadian treetop
a little girl at twilight
descried in shadows of the moon
the spires of urban splendor

 

Ballade

Fragments make no marriages
nor stolen kisses permanence
coherence in disparity
too brief for contradiction

thinness of the timeline
through too many senses
twistings of the linear
to threadbare densities

in the wastes of unfame
one contrives a center
amphoras from potsherds
mold a phoenix’ ashes

for you no words enough
nor silence but a murmur
patiently decomposing
banality to difference

forever and together
sharing each other’s absence
invented reciprocity
superior to illusion

we float above the abyss
too featherweight to fall
at some point all softens

omnivorous mortality
devours us unseasoned

 

Opacity settles in the pores
creeping unfamiliarity
seizes the vine
could we return

greenwrapped in branches
tree-borne arms to face
youth’s chimera at the doorstep of age

 

Epitaph
 

Faithful to the difference
reversibly subverted
that once attenuated
rivalries of sameness

fastidiously fled
from messy mediation
lying now in limbo’s
monstrous middle state

too long uncontracted
marriage of dream and action
association ended
by drifting not divorce

miraculated martyr
of the fleshly icon
misreader of woman’s
secondary signs

absence of detectable
heart or brain activity
faint galvanic twitching
at attracting bodies

victim of anonymous
congenital disorder
daily anticipating
carnal resurrection


Eric Gans / gans@humnet.ucla.edu
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